Sorry guys i’m just not in the best mood. i’m just feeling depressed and rejected and sad but I just wanna vent. I just kind of hate my life. I barely have friends i don’t even have a bestfriend & I only have 3 or 4 friends that actually care and that don’t make fun of me or use me. These bitches at school just piss me off. Don’t say shit about me behind me bacckk and then pretend to be my friend okay ? if you have something say, say it to my face. I just feel fat all the time & a feel useless to everyone & i feel like no guy will ever like mee. Theres this kid in school that i like but he will never go for a girl like me, ever. I cant tell him i like him, i cant face rejection. i already know he doesnt like me and today he just didnt even talk to me like he used too. It felt like he hated me. Today i talked to him but he just kind of like brushed me off and usually he doesnt do that. Now im just sad and I just wanna give up. I don’t know what to doo anymoree, my life is so borinng and the only thing i ever think about is how fat and ugly i am. I hate it. i wanna go back to the times where i didnt care about what i ate or how much exercise i had to do. I’m just so insecureee